boku to kimi

Animals are so amazing! They live and dedicate everything to you. And they’ll love you even you are fat, gross, nerd, ugly, emo, rich or poor, stupid… Also, different from humans, they will never betray you. Ever.
I can’t put in words how I love them, specially dogs!
But last week… I had to sacrifice my dear dog because he was very sick. Well, theoretically I understood that we didn’t have any choice, but my heart still can’t accept it.
I can’t concentrate on my work, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t stop of crying.
I mean… I PAID money to KILL a friend that spent many years by my side!  I’m feeling so sad…
So sorry. I’m really sorry.
I don’t know why I’m still alive.